je ne sais quoi…( i don’t know what )

lol…cool, isn’t that?…i mean my title…:)… It means "Abandon all hope, ye that enter here"…

got it from The Rule of Four, a book i recommended to my dad and my dad haven’t seem to be able to finish even one third of the book after abt 3 weeks of reading…haha…so u can guess how boring the front part of the book is..but the back part is interesting…so if u happen to be jz starting to read that book, well, hav some determination and pursued on…the best is yet to come :>

i have to used my old comp, from technically yesterday onwards, to go online now…and boy, this comp really like to stalled…it must be female, so emotional…it’ll just hanged whenever it wants…and due to some technicalities, i jz can’t log in to hotmail to check mails…

i think theres a reason for it, you know, coz some pop ups just keep popping up…saying something in computer jargon which as usual, i don’t really understand…;p…i think i’ll have to ask somebody to help me…but in the meantime, lets jz hope ppl who wanted to contact me hav my other mails or hav other sources to do that…*pray pray

but the good news is, well THE HOLS are coming!!!! hip hip hooray…really looking forward to it…and i kinda think this year i’m going to be a good girl and follow my dad everywhere visiting…haha coz i kinda miss all those rendangs, nasi briyanis, nasi tomato, murukus, the so very nice chocolate cookie that i seems to only find during hari raya…and even the rose drinks! lol…oh oh and some gives ‘green pau’ too…;p lets hope the holiday really really come very very fast…

oh btw, my sis broke my record of blurness that day…she actually can forget to wear her bra to school and my mum have to sent her home to wear it and rush back to school again…^_^…

hmm i seriously think my blurness bug is getting really contagious…but then i hav to really salute her too, coz through my so many years of experience in blurness-rism :), i never did that, never thought it was possible to do that…haha.. underwear still possible coz u don’t virtually feel it that much, but bra…hmm…thats a very high standard to fulfill…so kudos to her :>..luckily she realise it early,  so damage repaired..no harm done except plenty of teasing from us…;p

well well…i think thats about it this time…hav something to do…so ciao!…lets hope my comp don’t stalled when i’m trying to post this blog…*pray pray

do u ever have the experience where you know somebody is trying very hard to strike a conversation, well, or rather keep a conversation with you…and that, even though u’ll trying to be friendly too…but yet there’s just nothing to say…?

pretty uncomfortable isn’t it? well, at least i still felt so though there been many times…

sometimes i wonder whether its better to sit down and try to start some silly topic to continue the conversation…or should i just find a polite excuse to just walk off, so u know, save everybody the embarassing silence…

hmm…anyway, i’m too tired to think about this today…maybe i’ll work this out later…nite nite…

i really should be getting broadband and streamyx very very soon…its so irritating to just hear bits and pieces of zee song that i’d been downloading for the past one hour…kinda reminds me of the so popular chocolate chip advert - now you see it, now you don’t…except for my case here, it’ll be " now you hear it, now you don’t"…:|…hopefully, the song will be finished really really soon…

the weather been really really wet over here…its been raining practically everyday…in all forms and sizes, well if you can categorise RAIN that way….heavy rain, not so heavy rain, medium rain, drizzling, baby rain…and not forgetting IRRITATING RAIN…:)

oh if u’re wonderin where i get the term irritating rain, hehe, i make it up myself ;p….heres a definition for I.R. - the rain that falls when you just push a whole ‘rack’ of clothes out to dry and stops, the moment you just lock your door after rushing out frantically to push the whole ‘rack’ of clothes in…^_^…and, if you are wondering, yup, i’m speaking from personal experience…:)

oh i found some old books on NANCY DREW series that day…used to be really really hooked on it when i’m younger…though its clearly not so enjoyable now for je ne sais quoi reasons…er, i don’t think that french term should be used like that but watever…

anyway, purely out of curiousity, i thought i’ll just run a google search on the author - CAROLYN KEENE to see how she looks now…you know, whether shes an old woman now…and :0  :0…what a shock…apparently carolyn keene is er…an anonymous name and carolyn keene is actually a numerous number of people and the writer of the article doesn’t even know how many people is involved in the writing…and most shocking of all, one of the more famous writer is a guy!!!! A GUY!!!

hmm….i feel exactly like this phrase " HAR?!?…but…but…" i mean, i know its none of my business but kinda feel a little cheated…i mean, put it in modern context, just imagine if you like DAN BROWN and then suddenly, u found out Dan Brown is actually Mat bin Salleh, Andy Lau and Jennifer Lopez…;\ huh, could you just imagine it rite…it feels so so so weird…

hai my song is still in bits and pieces…huh…oh well, i guess i better just go to bed and forget about the song now…*yawn*…sleepy…nitez….

the world seems to be getting increasingly …ahem..interestin nowadays…

that day, i read that, somewhere in UK or US…. can’t remember off-hand now…anyway, a sexual theme park is going to be build there…of course, they explained that its suppose to help couples enhance their sex lives…everything healthy and nice…

hmm…but a sexual theme park?!?…museum i can still get it…but theme park??? hmm…wat kind of rides would they have there…? i mean theme parks usually have rides rite…can’t really imagine wat else they’ll have there…and oh, i’m also really interested with wat kind of names they’ll come out with for the rides…lol…probably’ll be creeattive…

oh and today, i read that in US ( this one i’m sure), instead of the usual reality shows, somebody’s going to have a programme on "HOW TO GET INTO REALITY SHOWS"…u know to tell you the dos and don’ts involved in getting yourself picked as lucky reality shows participants and analysing which show is the hardest to get it…bla bla bla…

everybody’s so business minded these days, isn’t it? soon, there’ll be an outburst of DUMMIES GUIDE for REALITY SHOWS WANNABE…, probably autobio of reality shows winners…or of reality shows rejects…, the next thing you know there’ll probably be seminars given, and probably courses given too…u know, like the course to study David Beckham which run in a certain university :\…oh…probably degrees given too…BARS…Bachelor of Reality Shows…that’ll be cool…;p

i guess every turn is an opportunity…hmm maybe its high time i learn how to grab it…afterall, its a topsy-turvy world…the more you can turn the world upside down, the more people seems to grapple for it….

let me see, maybe i can start with writting a book on…100-reasons-why-there-should-be-no-programme-to-teach-people-on-how-to-join-reality-shows …or maybe i can  create something like Lawcards we have…summary version of step-to-step guide to be on reality TV…i’ll called in Reality Cards instead…:)..or maybe i can…

my elder sister that day called me all the way from uk to ask for the name of an instrument that we used to play in our primary school years…

this instrument is played by all…i mean some part in our history we would have played it before…its like a small Piano and u insert a tube to the side and blow it while playing…u know the one the music teacher used to ask some of us to play , while the others play the recorder…

well the funny thing is nobody seems to remember what its called…i ask my other sisters and they hav no idea…i hav a vague idea that some time in my past…i think i had known its name before but now i really can’t recall…kinda sounds like harmonica…but couldn’t be rite? harmonica is…another instrument…

so, i went and search google for instuments, music dictionaries and look thru all names that could be or should be that instrument…but alas, haha, ah ah…no success…i’m even finding it difficult to categorise it…is it a keyboard? a wind instrument? or is it like my fren and my sis suggest…a percussion? hmm….

in the end, even my younger sis start calling her frens one by one to ask for the instrument name…and its already quite late at nite at the time…haha kinda funny…reminds me of the time i lost my turtle and we kept asking everyone in the neighbourhood whether they seen it or not, until my neighbour’s son got so into the search that he starts going to his frens house living nearby and shouting thru the gate, asking them for news of ze..lost..turtle…:>

anyway, her frens didn’t know the name too…and i got kinda fad up with google search too….so we end the name game for the nite…;p  but the next day, when i ask my frens in class…one of them told me its name…a melodian or is it spell with an O…MELODION…hmm…i think i better double confirm it with her…

i hope the name is correct…well, at least we now finally give a name to the instrument…yup and hopefully in time we’ll all still remember the name…:)